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Tuesday, July 26, 2011

So Far So Good!

Alec took his first dose of the new drug on Monday and things are going smoothly so far. We got to MGH at 7:30 and he was finished at 7:00pm. He had to have blood drawn every half hour or so, EKG's all day and urine samples taken. Today and the rest of the week he has to go in the morning for a quick blood draw and thats it. Next Monday he starts taking the pill every day for 4 weeks and then there will be a scan to see if he is responding. He had no side effects and said its a piece of cake compared to chemo. Leaving MGH today without feeling nausous, he was a happy camper.

We feel confident with this new drug and all our prayers that this is going to work. In fact, Dr. Urich said that he expects the drug will stop the growth and the cancer will cease to exhist...Alec asked for that in writing, but he laughed and we were denied. We are all only expecting a miracle ;)

Chase and I went down and stayed with Alec for a couple hours but had to leave while he was being monitored on the chemo floor, he doesnt like the baby to be where there are lots of germs and sick people. So we went shopping, visited Auntie Jill, then stopped by to see Caitlin and her two little girls and also got to visit with Amy. Kind of a girlie day, but he didnt seem to mind (the little flirt).

That is all for now, an uneventful week so far, which is what we wanted. We are keeping the faith and Hope is alive and well in our hearts. Thank you all for the prayers and support, especially this week! XOXO

Love,

Heather, Alec, Chase, Millie

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Feeling Hot-Hot-Hot

Millie is a smart Dog.
Chase does not like the heat...

Hope everyone is staying cool! We have had our AC running 24/7, I'm not complaining since I'd rather have this than snow any day.

Alec finished up all his tests this week and starts the trial drug on Monday. We are both excited and nervous but are going to remain optimistic and hopeful. Monday Alec has to spend the entire day at MGH where they will monitor him closely since the drug has only been tested on rats (I'm only half kidding). He and one other person are getting this high dose, we are praying it stops the cancer growth.
The following few days he will also have to stay at MGH for a few hours after he takes the drug where again he will be observed, we are hoping he won't grow a tail or fur (again kidding, kinda).

Chase has been a little bundle of joy, waking up now smiling, coo-ing, he is so adorable. And, although I'm afraid I am going to jinx it, he has slept 3 nights in a row only waking up at 3:00am and at 6:30am. I was getting really tired of him getting up 4 or more times a night!

We have been busy as usual, Alec has been working a few days each week, had a couple trips to Boston, and we had company up this weekend and last and fishing of course.


Alec and Chase


Chase and Momma caught the biggest fish yet!
The "Dears" came and visited us again...we had lots of fun in the sun.

This is going to be a long week, and I think I will be praying the entire ride down that this drug works miracles and perhaps some day, we can put this entire thing behind us. But for now, we are living for each moment, never taking a day for granted and thanking God for all he has blessed us with.

Thank you for the prayers and love, we are so lucky.

Love,

Heather, Alec, Chase and Millie

Friday, July 15, 2011

Bachlorettes, Boas and Bald Eagles...

Last weekend we sent the boys packing and our home was turned into a sorority house. We had 12 girls who came in from all over the country celebrate one of Jill's last weekend as a single lady. It was such a great time, we went to the beach on Saturday followed by a wild night out and a brunch on Sunday. Needless to say Alec and Chase were not here and went to stay at his sisters house Saturday night, which I was a little sad about (first night away from the little guy) but I also looking forward to sleeping...although that was wishful thinking since we went to bed at 3:00am and Alec came back home with Chase at 6:00am and plopped him in bed with me before taking off on the boat for the day. Oh well, some day I will sleep again!!



We all had a great time, Jill (and Maker) looked adorable in her bachlorette get-up, pink feather boa and all! Dance party in the kitchen!!



Sisters...

The boys out crusin for fish...

Tuesday (the really hot day) we had to go the emergency room for Alec who had all kinds of weird symptoms that no one could explain. Dr. Allen wanted him to get checked out and he needed fluids as she thought he may become dehydrated. The ER ran all kinds of tests but think he just had some sort of virus. (I think he just wanted to be in air conditioning, which I actually didn't mind either!) But after laying low for a couple days he is feeling much better. MGH needs him in tip-top shape so he can take part in the clinical trial which is set to start July 25th. He started the screening tests this week with a few more scheduled for next week and so far things look great.

We are enjoying the beautiful weather and thanking God every day for giving us Hope again.

Chase had a rough day at the beach...
A bald eagle we saw while out fishing...God Wink perhaps?



Thank you for the love and prayers,

Heather, Alec, Chase and Millie

Friday, July 8, 2011

Prayers Answered...now we need a MIRACLE!

Wow, those prayers are working fast. We met with Dr. Allen today and she said "this opportunity literally fell out of the sky and into our laps." What opportunity? A clinical trial that is directly targeting some mutations that Alec just so happens to have. We met two new doctors and they said the same thing. I guess the story was they had a conference call on Tuesday, with Genetech, the company that makes this new drug and they had only one "slot" left. Well I guess they already had a patient in Boston from Dana Farber, but something happened and the slot opened up again. Dr. Jurich, who had only heard of Alec that same day and knew his age and also his mutations quickly spoke up and said I have the perfect patient for this trial. I guess this is something that only comes around once, and it was perfect timing, or answered prayers?

We spent the entire day in one little exam room, first meeting with Dr. Allen, then Dr. Jurich, then the cheif of the department. Dr. Jurich is going to be our new BFF and is the point person for this trial. This is a cutting edge drug, and I think I heard the doctors say the word "exciting" about 5 times today. Of course, the patient (Alec) has to be screened and prepped to make sure he is eligible, but we all feel pretty confident since ALec is otherwise the picture of health. The drug is in pill form and must be taken every day for 4 weeks, side affects are minimal compared to chemo. There is no garuntee that this drug will work, but the doctors feel confident that it "could" since Alec has these targeted mutations.

As soon as we met with Dr. Jurich, we both felt this thing called "HOPE" fill our hearts once again.

Dr. Jurich describes the drug like this....picture a car speeding uncontrollably down the highway, chemo, is like a mallet which smashes the car. But can only work for so long and it can only smash so many cars. Targeted drug therapy is like stopping whatever is causing that car to drive uncontrollably, whether it be the peddle that is stuck or the spark plug or whatever, this drug will stop whatever is causing the car to speed uncontrollably. He described it at the molecular level as well, but the car analogy made more sense. Its stopping the cells from dividing, messing up those receptors that cause cell division. Only a few hospitals in the country even offer such drugs and MGH is obviously one of them (because they are the BEST!).

Chase was such a good boy all day, he came with us and was the perfect little baby. He got to meet all Alec's doctors and nurses and to be honest, I think he helps us with our case, look at this little, precious baby, you HAVE to SAVE his FATHERS LIFE...he is counting on you.

Leaving MGH today we feel like we still have a chance and we are going to give it our everything, this is it, we want to finish this fight once and for all.


Chase and Dadda after a long day at MGH...

We prepare for this next battle, more drugs, more scans, and most importantly, more Hope. We both are so relieved that at least we have another shot at beating this. Tuesday was a bad, bad, day. We thought it was over, we were both devastated, beside ourselves, trying to be strong for one another but we could each see through the faint smiles, the weak attempt to make each other laugh, that our light was dimming and our faith was wavering. But once again, through prayers, love and support from all our friends and family, we are ready to face what lies ahead and our Gracious God has given us yet another chance.

Thank you all for your never ending love and support. We are praying for a miracle.

Love,

Heather, Alec, Chase and Millie

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Keepin the Faith and Celebrating the Fourth...

We finally got news on Alec's scans. It wasn't easy getting through the weekend without knowing, but we kept busy and were surrounded by family. Anyways, it looks like the chemo is working in some areas, but not the liver. Dr. Allen said she sees growth there and that is a concern. We are sitting down with her on Friday to go over all our options and she is looking into clinical trials that will target the liver. This wasn't the news that we were hoping and praying for, but it also is not the worst news we could have gotten. So again, we are gathering our strength and getting ready for this next fight. We know that Dr. Allen is going to have a kick butt plan in place. We also know that God is with us and we can not lose HOPE, Chase needs his Mommy and Daddy.


We did enjoy the weekend, Alec got lots of fishing in and Chase and I had some fun at the beach with my family. Monday, we laced up and ran in the Goose Rocks Beach 5K, Me, Chase, Millie and my Dad and Alec! It was my Dad's first race, he hasnt run since 1968 and at age 60, he did pretty darn well! Alec started and finished with us, but dissapeared during the middle (hmmm....suspicious you think!?)


Millie got cheered on the most throughout the race, and Chase slept the entire time, he missed his first road race! But I am sure there will be plenty more.


Finn kept taking Chase's pacifier! We would be sitting there and all of a sudden it would be gone and sticking out of Finns mouth. Bad dog! (But pretty funny!)


Chase and Dadda taking a nap after a long day.


Our little piggy...Chase had his doctors appointment last week and he's a whopping 11 lbs, 3 oz! Momma is so proud.

We went to Saint Ann's church (where we were married) to watch the fireworks. It was a great location, we could see fireworks up and down the coast, in Kennebunk, Wells, Ogunquit and York. Oh yeah, Chase slept through those too.

Thank you all for the prayers. Looking back, this time last year we were given devastating news, but here we are, a year later still here and with a baby. Nothing can break us, not then, not now, not ever.

Love,

Heather, Alec, Chase and Millie